I’m very new to exposure only since November this year, through sheer curiosity I decided to try, although i must admit being terrified of it all going wrong i must admit it’s very exciting too. Just as long as it doesn’t affect real life.
I’ve been engaged for 4 years and have never been with a man, but I’m finding that I’m drawn to Sissy hypno on tumblr and can’t stop looking at any sissy related things. I have pretty much stopped looking at porn and find I’m only horny when sissy thoughts are in my mind :)
I’ve secretly bought my first chastity device which I’m getting used to, it’s metal and very small. I managed to make myself cum like a sissy, learning quickly x the cage is 2.5 cm so if I try getting hard it is really pointless. I think i should have bought a bigger one but never mind will have to go with what i have!I am probably at a crossroad between exploring my sissy side fully and stopping to be a normal guy but I’m kind of shit that I won’t be able to do that easily. Maybe this will be the start of a huge change, you never know.
Oh, I maybe lied a little about never being with a man…. There was one time I arranged to meet someone and went to their apartment, about 5 years ago. I knew I’d be scared so we agreed as soon as I got there I would strip and have my hands tied behind my back. I got there and was so scared but i stripped and was tied, then led to his bedroom.
He told me that i would not be untied until he came, and that Id better get started as it might take a while with no hands. I stood frozen and wanted to run but I knew I couldn’t. He said get on your knees and I did. Then he pulled his floppy cock out and said you will need to get it hard as well.
I realised that my only way out was to suck his cock, so I put my fears to the side, looked his side dick up and down, opened my mouth and began to suck it like a lollipop. I could feel his hands on my head and very soon I could feel that he was getting hard in my mouth. I stopped for a moment as I could not believe that i was actually doing this and was freaking out a little. But he said you have started now, you might as well keep going. So i did, I thought of the pornos I had watched and began to suck harder and faster. It must have taken a good ten minutes and a very sore jaw before I heard him moan I’m gonna cum….
I tried to take his cock out my mouth but his hands held me down and next thing i knew his cum was firing into the back of my throat, making me wretch and gag. I wasn’t able to swallow and let it dribble out the side of my mouth while his cock got softer.
Once he came he asked if I wanted to cum but I said no I’d rather go, and he went to clean himself while i stayed tied and naked. After he was properly dressed again he wiped his cum from my fave and chest and untied me. I dressed so sticky and ran out as quickly as i could, I felt so embarrassed.Hope you like this, if you want to say hi and tell me what you think my details are;
Tumblr amisissy.tumblr.com
Kik dannya118
Thank you sissysluthouse for the wonderful and scary service you offer. I Hope this is posted before I change my mind again like last time lol x
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