Lucky Lucy

hi im new to all dated bi girl and we role played in private,it was a bit of a game and to please her at first,in private only,then w hit a few problems around xmas time last year,she decided at xmas to let her other bi friends know what we had done games dressing etc,and they all pressured me into going out with them over xmas dressed fem,after a bit of convincing and some dutch courage i gave in,and let them pickj out clothes outfits and make me up fem.once out was totally different the air and openess breeze was so different and textrures smells tastes feel .at first i was scared but as bars and clubs had others and where bars ex went to was well recieved and fitted in .compliments followed and drinks,i relaxed and as others where dressed or bi gay persons and bars club,it was starting to get fun and i liked attention and compliments,it was stunning to have people try it on and buy me drinks and offers i began to play the part and it felt really sexy to have advances looks and touches gave me goose bumps,i was loving the way i felt looked and teased acting girl was so good ,all of a sudden after a straight normal life,and always disliking gay camp loud guys,its was so nice to be touched and brought drinks by guys and hit on,i was really getting lots of attention and the girls had left me alone in club while the danced and mingled,i was way to tipsy but couldnt help or stop guys advances or a couple of local fem dressed guys that had latched on to me,i felt nervious as two fem dressed guys or trannys sat at bar and touched me as a guy came over and pressed up behind me and started caressing and feeling me all over,at first i had thought it was my girl and once i was so turned on turned round to find him,and his kiss my first kiss,as girl i was suprised and how good it felt and i wanted it ,him,now drunk and randy i was willing to do all as attention feels had made me so hot,my girl caught us and we split last xmas ,but still talk she and friends use my place like storage home or wardrobe and are always bringing things round and leaving them and pop round to see me watch films,and get me to dress up for them,its really hard to stop and really hard as they give me thingsclothes and items,its really good i get on but now they have invited locl transvestie round and she corners me and pesters me to dress up,i do like it and cant stop but want it to be private,discreet,and she keeps bringing and gay couple rond and i get nervious and scared at what ive become,trying to act be straight not fem a girly gets harder every day andwhen out if guys are helpful friendly i get feelings,and want to let them see me fem and if they want me then,
thanks lucky to find you
hope discreet and private as im trying to find way
as the girl im feeling wants to look be free
lol lucy to please x